I Loved You Firts (Regina Spektor)

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music

And it breaks my heart...

(Fidelity)

If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

(Better)

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met...

(Samson)

This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath...

(On The Radio)

Come in, come in
Come into my world I've got to show
Show show you
Come into my bed
I've got to know
Know know you

I have dreams of orca whales and owls
But I wake up in fear
You will never be my
You will never be my fool
Will never be my fool

Floaters in my eyes
Wake up in an hotel room
Cigarettes and lies
I am a child, it's too soon...

(Hotel Room)

Hey remember that time when I would only smoke Parliaments
Hey remember that time when I would only smoke Marlboros
Hey remember that time when I would only smoke Camels
Hey remember that time when I was broke
I didn't care I just bummed from my friends
Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum...

(That Time)





Hoy Regina simplemente me hizo volver hacia atrás.. una y otra vez. Atrás, atrás, atrás, mucho más allá.. a hermosos recuerdos que me lastiman tanto que no puedo hablar.
Aguanto el llanto e intento con otra cosa pero vuelvo. Y cada frase es un beso, un abrazo, una caricia que ahora ya no estan... Por primera vez realmente siento esa ausencia. Ya nada es igual y tengo que aceptar las consecuencias de mi decisión. Sé que es lo mejor.


1.80, aparecé y sacame una sonrisa, por favor.